I'm just doing a few things and I don't have the half an hour to take right now, but reading is interesting and I'm trying to make it in a specialty of mine :D still I'd like to actually see what you are talking about and the context, that requires some attention, that I'm missing at the moment :D it's dark already and I'm not in the mood of thinking :D
I have to say longer post are interesting because of the "difficulty" more because of the story and the experience within :)
I feel like you many times. stop thinking and writing and take some time out. You said so much already