I as a genuine creator find myself depressed due to lack of engagement on the hard work and effort in which I created, meanwhile people with more resources and less talent are more observed and praised because of the nature of the mainstream engagement faucet for those with Multi-Million dollar deals to the corporate establishment. These people push a narrative designed to keep people ignorant and complacent, to hypnotize the masses into believing a lie. My life work has been dedicated to productive art that seeks to inform and educate, which is the opposite direction of the marketplace in which my work is to be represented. In the form of entertainment, people tend to steal and carbon copy more than create original works of their own. They'd rather conform to a box, then break the mold, they'd rather be stereotypical and accepted, than think for themselves. This is a major flaw in the system, and it stifles creativity as a whole. People don't use their imagination much anymore, and want to cut directly to the chase or the climax and tend to ignore minor details. This is why I create in such a diverse manner and choose to be who I am, to go against the grain of societal programming to get people to realize they are being sold a MASSIVE LIE. It is still possible to be depressed and be a genuine creator, there is a major correlation between hyper-intelligence and depression. I come from a well off family of entrepreneurs, military personnel, and Government workers, one of my family members recently committed suicide because of depression. He was both a producer and a consumer, a father and a son.