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oh, oh man.. I don't even need to.. There was a lady who was hired 4 months ago.. every box checked.. except the one that mattered lol, she's not into me. She literally radiates the warmth and light of the sun in my eyes. I'll keep trying, she's worth the heartache just to keep her in my life some how =)

keeping her around you will be beneficial even if you don't end up in a relationship with her. Most people like that tend to surround themselves with others who are similar, so you could meet one of her friends that's perfect.