I really really really feel you <3. Doctors, pffffft. Some of your suggestions ive tried the others ill look up! I want to here more about your pain and ill have more questions (really bad today, even typing is hard). Some back at ya... DMSO, serepeptase, turmeric, acupuncture and a whole bunch more lol.

Ive been meditating for years now and it has changed my life. It can calm the pain, help w the depression and learning to be very kind n forgiving w our selves.

I will be keeping in touch for sure! Sending you much Love)))))