You sound like my twin sister if she were just like me. There's so much I recognize in this. Thank you so much for sharing this with us! I'm looking forward to reading some of your still hidden pages.
Many people see me as a social person, I am very easy to talk to and I easily talk with others but most of them have no idea how much I'm struggling with every little thing I do. Shyness, lack of confidence, anxiety, you name it. I have to push myself everyday. It's awfully hard, but I'm up for the challenge and I'm doing better every day. Steemit and Discord have been extremely helpful so far.
Knuffel van een ander open boek - althans dat lijk ik, wanneer je met me praat - met vele verborgen pagina's en hoofdstukken.
P.S. Ik denk eerlijk gezegd dat wat jij beschrijft behoorlijk normaal is. Degenen die zelfvertrouwen lijken te hebben, delen waarschijnlijk zelden hun zogenaamde 'zwakheden', terwijl dit juist een kracht is.