Hola,
I know from experience, that constant traveling and never having your own place, really tires you out. No matter how attractive it might look to other people and it might have looked to you.
I rediscovered you through @brightstar 's blog and realized how adventurous I always found you.
Funnily enough, most of my friends ( back in The Netherlands ) have always seen me as the adventurous one.
For me, though, it wasn't a choice. I felt I had no other option, needed to escape ( my depressing job, the system and so on). After traveling (again) for three months and having ended up in Portugal, I am really learning to focus on the now, be grateful about what I have and have accomplished and create my own now as well as visualize my future. Every day I'm starting to feel stronger, happier and more aligned with myself.
I'm not escaping anymore, I'm just being me and creating the right circumstances :>)
I also recently realized that - even though I always said I couldn't stand routine, some stability, a place where I can stay longer than a couple of days or weeks, will really benefit me.
But, the main thing is to be happy with the present, with yourself, with the now, wherever you are.
Start loving yourself. You're worth it
<3 from Portugal,
Vincent
What I would really like is a place where I can put my roots down - a home. I've never known one, not really. A place where the squirrels know me and we live together. I want land. Woods.
And I really would like to travel and be free and have that home base to come back to.
Same here. It would be awesome to have a place that I can call 'home'. To know that it is always there for me to get back to. And that is exactly what I am working on these days :>)
Then again, home is where the heart is and my heart is always with me :>)
It is also possible, that I feel less of a need to travel ( escape? ) when I achieve this goal. Or, that traveling won't feel like escaping anymore.
Bom dia! :>)
True words.