Must be rough to grow up with an absent father too, eventhough you might not have known how it is to actually have a father so I don't know how much it feels like a miss. My father was often 'absent' too, in a way ( but mainly due to depression, mental health issues ), at the same time he was always there.

More time spent outdoors is always a good thing. As you can read in my previous post ( yesterday ), I made my way to a more natural area, where I can be alone, most of the time and heal and write. It seems to be working already. My next step will be a trip back to Portugal and then, a little later, likely a trip to another country and or continent.

Thank you for your kind words :<)