I'm so sorry for your loss, but thank you so much for giving us insight into how infertility treatments and IVF works. I've always been very curious and I'm more educated and versed now because of your post. Life deals us different cards. Your life, as you may see as sad or not what you expected, might be what someone else is envious for. I'm still grasping this concept and making the best out of any situation I'm in. Easier said than done of course...my prayers are with you.