I have really noticed that I am coming up with better solutions and not worrying about things so much.

Pragmatism is powerful.

And even if you fall what would be the problem? I have come to the conclusion that the less we fear death the less we fear everything else.

I tell you something about my retarded fear back then. I was afraid to carry a cup of coffee because of the hot coffee in it.

Now when I feel like not doing it because my hands shiver or something I still do it.

I didn't burn my fingers once and if they burn then fuck it, they will burn then, I will die anyway.