Oh Terry, I am so sorry!!! I really dont know what to say at this point and i doubt there is anything anyone can say to erase the hurt but i guess you can bear comfort in the fact that you are not alone in this.. We love you so much and we are grateful to your mum for having such a special son. Be comforted in the fact that she will always be with you and will always be proud of what you are doing.
i can only pray that the Spirit of God guides you through these rough times and strengthens you for your family and for us all... We very much with you Terry, please be strong...