Really an interesting post. I believe it's all in mind. While one can feel contempt with what they have others can crib for same things.
It makes sense to hold on and give a though to where the life is headed to and if this is the way you really wanted it to go.

We all want to be happy and yes we do efforts for the same but what's important is to stop and evaluate your actions to ensure we are on the same path. I've had my ups and downs with steemit while I can crib about so less payouts I also understand I'm nowhere investing and giving what steemit deserves. Keep posting and inspiring. See you around