Why not me???

People are not always up for talking about their struggles and failures, these kind of topics are usually part of a success story.

I was a bit skeptical posting this today because I have no happy ending to my story YET. 2018 has been an interesting year. Like all the other years I made new year resolutions but the difference about this one is my hunger for change.

Yes I have been listening to motivational speakers, watching motivational videos and even went into fitness. I would love to say its been an amazing journey but it's only the beginning and it's so damn hard!

For many years I have been so focused on working and being a mom. With my self discovery process I realised I have not given much effort into the things I love and find interesting.

As I was going through Steemit posts I was so impressed by how many people actually put so much effort into their hobbies and talents. Some of you don't even sleep much becuase you juggling work and your passion.

I started feeling discouraged about what I can offer on the Steemit platform but as the days passed I shifted my thinking. I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE AT THIS AGE THAT NEEDS TO REDISCOVER THEMSELVES.

While some have kicked off in their career or settling, I'm like "hmmmmm... who am I? ". Steemit has really helped me take a seat back and ask more questions about myself. Im so grateful for all the amazing posts and information on self development.

I patiently look forward to the day I look back on this post and see the changes I've made in my life with the support of my Steemit family. Change is not easy... it's a very serious process. I will always have mad respect for people who change their lives for the better.

I can also do it. Eric Thomas challenged me when he made us ask ourselves. "why not me? why can't I also change my life for the better? ". I would love some company on this journey. I am open to any advise, suggestions and comments.

Your girl T.