It is very sweet of you to care my dear @gregory-f . It truly warms my heart and makes me feel much better.

I had a turbulent relationship for the past 2 years which finally ended with breakup last December. I tried to use logic (That it was not working from the start and its better for me that it ended) to prevent myself from expressing hurt. But the emotions were too strong and there were many of them (negative mainly). Adding to that the seasonal effect. The jumble mumble of emotions appeared as depression until I got them out of my system and allowed myself to feel hurt, cry and give up on a relationship that wouldn't work no matter how hard I try to make it work.

To give up trying has always been a problem with me. Something I should learn. Hopefully this year!

Sorry for the unhappy details, but thanks for asking about me and for your sweet support :D

Hugs with lots of love <3<3