How am I living life to my fullest now? I have no boss, make all Bitcoin doing stuff I love, organize activism to make the world a better place, and live in the freest spot on the planet here in NH. Doing my very best.

While of course you should never thank your father for what he did, you should thank the karmic forces of the universe for what he did. You know how to live life to its fullest because you have an example of the opposite. The darkness has allowed your light to shine.