These are the kind of books I like to read now. Living, breathing books. I am very hopeful that you will continue to write your life chapter by chapter. I think we all have the need to read, ours and other's chapters.
None of us wants the book to end but it always does. I think I have left too many blank pages in previous chapters, frozen in place by circumstances, fear, lack of confidence and more. We lean on each other to write these chapters and that is ok. It's how it was meant to be I think.
People who create the strong, lone wolf hollywood characters only allow you to see what they want you to see. Never the whole story, never the whole picture. I think true strength is in the whole picture, and in total truth. Bear Hugs for you. Keep writing your life, I'll keep reading.