OK fantastic. I know that superhuman feeling. I had an issue with alcohol and it was only when I was completely sober for a year that I realised how great that felt - just being in control of all your faculties with a clear and sharp mind. It is kind of superhuman. Most drugs of abuse tend to leave you feeling deadened afterwards as your physiology tries to compensate for their presence. It can take time to go back to true normality.

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and Jen:)