Mav life can be difficult sometimes, but after the storm comes the rainbow 🌈. I don't know you personally, but I read your post sometimes and I know you are talented and loved by a lot of people here.
If for nothing stay for the people that love you. Better day's are coming
I have waited for the rainbow. I have waited for the goodness of this world and I have mostly seen disappointment.
Hopefully it does come soon.