What a shitty two weeks!!!

Well my friends - I have been completely silent from Steemit for two weeks because:-

I've had a worrying time after a test for "Ye Olde Bygg C" following a test showing it might be there... THANKFULLY - nothing more than just some odd cells being odd. It was all made worse because that's what killed my mum by Christmas 2017 - but it's OK - IT'S OK!!

I've had to increase my efforts to find work in the world outside my home - not nice - for a recluse like me, definitely not nice.

I've been working hard in the fine weather to do more to the garden - painting fences, laying a patio etc - bravo that woman. Three quarters done .
From this

To this

I've cried a lot and had good, bad and testing times with the ex husband as we try and find a place we can be together apart - if you get that.

I've cried more than a lot as I had to give up my two furry angels for rehoming.

I got drunk with the stepdaughter and we cried a lot because of the aforementioned rehoming issue.

And I've lost 6lb in weight - no doubt because of all of the above.

I wrote a post ready for @steemstem but as yet it lies unfinished.

But after all that, I'm still catching spiders on my own, doing what I want to and looking towards the future - kind of.

So, my lovely community please forgive my absence and I'm on my way back with some really cool stuff about humans and weapons, some photography, my garden project and some no doubt mundane but slightly interesting stuff....

In the meantime please bow your heads in respect for my two angels who are currently in kennels awaiting their new mummy and / or daddy to fetch them.
All my love baby girls <3

all pictures are either my own or from pixabay