The last few days have been crazy shit for me. I'm posting this one after 10 days. This has been the longest gap for me so far. Not even when I was sick or when I delivered Raag 😔
My household was not there for 23 days and in the past 23 days, all I have done is manage my kid. I barely opened my laptop, no office work, my house hygiene went for a toss, my personal hygiene has been my least priority, and my hair is like strands of a broom. She finally came yesterday night at around 10:30 AM and life looks good again.
One thing I really have started hating is the dependency on someone we create. For me, it is unavoidable. I have a job, I need to go to office at least twice a week. My husband works from home but he can't look after Raag all the time because he needs to work too. We don't have any grandparents of Raag staying with us. So we need someone to manage him while we are working and making money for him and us. But still, all these days, I just hated the fact that my life has come to standstill because of someone else.
Although I did hire someone as a replacement. But they were not good enough and suitable.
Finally, I feel alive again. Today is my day off from everything. No Raag. No Work. No thing. I am going to give it today to myself. Things I would so for myself today:
- Get me a haircut and pedicure. My feet are swollen and dirty like I have been doing some construction work all this time.
- I am going to go to a Nursery to buy some plants. I could not water them properly so some of them died. I want to replace them with fresh ones now.
- I will go to the local market to shop for myself. There is an amazing market nearby where they have really good clothes at very cheap rates.
- Finally, I am going to Netflix and Chill at night with some Maggi.
From tomorrow onwards, I will be back to work with full force. I will focus solely on my work now and get my life sorted. Ok by now I'm going to chill 😃
