if one takes a potential problem and dismisses it as a nonissue, that's an indication other things might slip through the cracks.

I agree

I have to find other ways to get a feel for things.

THIS! These are the words I was searching for when talking to Dream.

If it helps to know where my mind was when I woke up today and tried to turn on my computer, I couldn't because I had forgotten how while I slept. This is one of the reasons I have not been writing as much as I usually do.

Anyway, such is life. You learn to live with what is thrown at you or at least try.

Thank you for trying and helping!