I did fake it in the past. And what I was trying to prove others was that I am a strong woman at all cost. I didn't show hurt, I was denying the fact that I feel vulnerable. It all blew up last year when I had what I call an "emotional awakening" and finally understood what being real is all about. It helped me tremendously in transforming my life and get better in coaching business I am currently building. I like your post. It's honest and straightforward.