Look at the attitude of not bothering when you order food at the restaurant. That's how you order things in life. Try to be clear about what you want, order it, and accept it. Do not keep calling on spirits to see if they understand the order or advise them how to fulfill it. You ordered it. Believe that your order will arrive.
If something is done with great effort, forget it. If something seems to demand too much work, it means something is hinting at you not the way. Only when something comes out of nowhere without difficulty and fits right away, no one has to bother, then that's the truth.
Remember, your reality is the result of your thoughts. If you believe that everything is difficult, what are you creating?
The only reason why it's never happened before in life is because you do not have the belief that it's possible. When you believe that everything is possible, reality changes.
Remember, as you learn the rules of the game, that what happens to you is the result of your mind, and that is the law that prevails in your universe, then all you have to do is just think what you want it to be, and that's what it will be You got it. Once you understand this, you will be able to design your body, design your age and improve anything in you, because you will be motivated, empowered and created by yourself.