What I've lost, or, what I feel like I'm losing — it's so much more than money.
I think it's this feeling that has been irritating me to the point of struggling to concentrate on anything (never mind work that I really need to be doing).
Hopefully you can hang in there either here (maybe things will get better? I'm an eternal optimist x_x) or there (wherever there may be).
I hope the comment convos are doing something to alleviate the lonelies :)