I'll level with you.

The book that I'm writing (this piece included) is pretty much how I corrected my addiction. From start to finish, every chapter is a step by step guide on how I recovered, if you read it that way. It's designed to be a nice read, and to make the reader think. It's an all-inclusive how to fill your life with love book.

I'm writing it out here, piece by piece now. That way I can capitalise on time, rewards, and money haha.

You are right though. If we had love to go to then we wouldn't need the cocaine water.

I had a shit childhood though. What if the rat believed it didn't deserve the fun room? What if the rat could see the fun room but was too scared to ask the owner if he could use it? Not knowing that he could just take it for himself?

I try to tackle all this, and more, in my book :)