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Thanks for being honest but please don't be envious. There will always be people that have more and less than us. It is a matter of choosing what is important to us. I decided that less is best, for me.

Very true, but it gives me something to strive for

I get it and I encourage you to go after it if that is what makes you happy. If it doesn't make you happy stop and re-access the situation quickly. I sound like a dad now, lol. I just want to help, please take it that way. You know what is best for you, I don't. All the very best @rawpride