Great insight, Thanks for sharing! Love your writing style. Expecting life to be always positivity is one way shitsville. If we look externally, the world is always a friendly, bountiful place. And we don't feel the same, we are probably messed up. Life is not about feeling good at all time. It's about being fully present with what is and letting everything in so that it can move through you. Be it manifested as a person, object or just a shitty situation. The attitude, courage or sheer ability to facing the reality is legit enough positive trait of humankind​. But then what is the reality? the toxic misfits? Our Self-deceited folks who lives in pretense and takes a ​superficial view of life? Our friends and partner who tend to make things little too hard - and yet we love them for who they really are? Or social conformist who live out their goals of material pursuit with ​little regards and sensitive of what's good, bad and ugly?