I hope that whatever it is that makes you feel like you are not valued, it goes into the shadows, rather than you going into the shadows. Sometimes breaks are good for grounding but leaving Steemit altogether because you are having a hard time right now you will miss out on all of the people who love you here. People who care about your wellbeing. Sometimes things don't go the way we want and in those times, know that you have value, always, no matter whether you stay or go off into the shadows. Inside of you, know that you are valuable, whatever others might try to make you feel.