Oh my goodness! My friend. I have been too worried about you, ever since our last conversation. I have tried to reach you and get to talk to you. I am really sorry you are no longer with him. I don't need to psyche you up and say anything on that. Life is not for us to understand most times, because the more we try, the more the understanding slips out of our grasp. Life is to be lived. Worry not about what others are doing, worry about what you are doing. Live for impact and touching lives. I admit it might be frustrating not getting the amount of love you are giving, but be content you are doing your part. You haven't failed anyone. We don't live our lives trying to impress people. If anything, you have been of huge help to me. I enjoy talking with you, reading from you, because you give a whole new perspective to things. I don't intend to tell you not to give up too soon, but consider those who love you, and yes, i do. Your heart is your greatest gift, don't turn it off. I plead with you to reconsider, i don't want to lose my friend in you. You know i am always around to hear you and have you speak youe heart. I might not be able to help due to the distance, but you can be very sure you have a friend in me, and i won't give up on you. It's okay, we all need help, we all need a shoulder to lean on, let me be that for you, please. Try to reconsider. I love you dear. Don't leave too soon.