I understand.
Personally, my focus is on using whatever I get here (mostly from comments) to build up my trading account quicker.
If Steemit ever gets sorted out (which I doubt), then I'll still have this account and some SP. Otherwise, I'm on to the next thing :)
What platform are you using now?
haven't decided yet guess I am going to use youtube or I don't know I need to search something better than this bully infested platform full of assholes
Well, let me know where you end up. I'll try to be supportive somehow.