I’m feeling happy and positive and hope you’re good :)
You’re willingness to learn about Steem and spend few months here is the right way to do it.
Enjoy your journey, increase your SP, make many mistakes, connect to more people, stay flexible for change and you will make it here.
So this is a learning path and of course mistakes as we are all human and we usually make mistakes and more when something is new to us but the truth is that I love them