Well honey, I have to say I totally understand you, not be cause i'm gay or something, but I have a very close friend who is gay and he had many troubles with his dad few years ago when his dad found out the reality with his son (my friend). He's a very good person, actually one of the best i've ever met, something that I have learned from him is the fact that it doesn't matter what people thinks (In his case, not even his parents hahah), you remain as who you are no matter what, be cause sooner or later they will respect you for having the strong personality to accept that with no fears! ;) thanks for sharing this.