So something happened about the time I took this picture, and I was thinking. You know what doesn’t make sense ? How you want things so badly at a point in your life that you would do anything for them. Like a job, A relationship, His love , Her Attention. A holiday . A family. Something that you think fulfills you at a particular point , But when you finally get it, you don’t want it anymore.

I just don’t understand how it’s possible for you to want love from someone so desperately at one point in your love that it’s all you ever think about. And when you finally get it, when his finally declaring his love to you, or when she finally accepts that she wants you in her life, you realize it’s not what you want anymore, I don’t understand how we, as humans, change our preferences and have constantly altering feelings towards people and things and places all the time ...

Because then what is real? What is stable ? When will you ever know whether you truly want someone or just want them because you think you can’t have them, but when you get them you realize you don’t want them anymore?

When will our feelings be stabled and our wishes be determined? And the serious question is will they ever be determined ? We will ever know we want something and strict to it ? And you know what I don’t understand most of all is how we can be so inlove with someone at a point in our lives and another point just not feel a thing. That’s all just doesn’t make sense to me. And that scares the sh*t out of me.