Hey you know what I don't agree with your one point where you say I don't share because I don't like sympathy!! Well there has to be atleast one person in your life with whom you can share everything and yes I mean everything...It may be your family or friends or whoever. We think we are strong enough to handle everything but that's not completely true. Yes we should have strength to face downfall but taking advice and speeking your heart out with someone is the best solution for many problem. Also to share with you My secret weapon for facing depression is to cry out. Hehehe it may sound funny but I do feel relaxed and ready to fight again. Sorry if I said something wrong but Just thought it might make sense. Thanks