What feeling? The 'I hate everything - Fuck this life' feeling you mean? :P ahahahaha!!!!
I am a firm fate believer. I even have a tattoo that's about fate. And I'm pretty sure whatever we live through there's a reason for it. It's just that, when you don't see the reason at the particular moment of your 'suffering' or however we wanna call it, it's annoying :P ;)