Hey man, don't fret, all will be well again, i was homeless for just about 15 months not so long ago so i know that it's tough. I wish i could help you more than with just words an upvote and some sbd. Please read this, it is what happened to me and i am still here, alive and kicking! I hope it inspires you. https://steemit.com/poetry/@madevi/when-it-rains-it-pours