I did go to a 30 day inpatient treatment facility in 2008 and managed to stay sober for over a year. I then went to AA meetings in 2010 and believe it or not(I am not pointing blame here) my sponsor wanted to go to a biker event at a bar. Let's just say I went...left about after an hour and drove straight to the beer store. I have been contemplating AA again and it is the reason why I have my car in the shop after about 8 months of it sitting, so I may attend when my wife is at work(if i get the urge to drink when she is not home). She usually drives me everywhere, because driving is a struggle with my PTSD. Yeah...it's been a crazy life and I'm only 34.