The cold evening

I am waiting for something. It is raining. My motorcycle is parked on the side of the street.
Today is not my lucky day to sell my products.

I take out my phone and try to entertain myself. I look for a channel of pop songs from the early 2000s. I tap play, and it reminds me of that era.
I feel young again, but only for a while. Then I realize it is still raining.

I move to a small beverage counter that is closed. I take shelter under the small tent.

In my mind, I think about how I can change my life in this situation. I take my phone and start writing.

I believe that something will change, but it is not enough. I cannot take more action than what I am doing now.
In my hopelessness, I still cannot think clearly and have no ideas.
At home, I have family members who rely on me.

Am I wrong to try a raffle?
I download a Rune wallet and complete some tasks to get tickets to join a raffle that could earn 500 USD.
Relying on a raffle is not a smart idea, but it is what it is.

Time goes by, and the rain does not stop. Two customers buy a few products, but it is not enough to buy ingredients for tomorrow.
I decide to go home because the rain is getting heavier. Tomorrow will be tomorrow.