I realize I'm behind on my duties. Took possession of my house a few days ago and have not got internet in the place yet. Went out celebrating with a friend, went to a rodeo, picked up a few chicks from the city and ended up getting robbed... Lost my Jacket, phone and wallet with about $1000 CAD in it. Thankfully I still have my keys but as it sits right now I'm a bit panicked trying to get my life back sorted out and going forward. It's been a tough go. Between couch surfing the past month and now this I admit my moral is taken a massive shit-beating.
SHould be a time of celebration in my life but instead it's a time of sorrow. To top it all off it appears that @pumpkin has revoked his vote for my witness shooting me back down to position 26.. I can't blame him. The past month of my life I've not been able to perform as well as I can due to couch surfing and not having a secure and safe place to work. I'm hoping that everything comes together here soon because as it sits I'm struggling to remain positive.. Depression is kicking my ass all over the streets and what I thought would be an amazing week has turned into a damn nightmare. My apologies for not being able to keep up with everything and ultimately losing basically everything I need to upkeep my duties to the STEEM network.
In this time of struggle I need to remind myself to stay positive and not sucumb to the depression that's trying to kick me into the dirt.. Every day is a blessing, just need to remind myself of this.. Even in the times where I've seemingly been defeated as long as I'm still breathing there is hope.. Albeit in the past few days I admit some dark thoughts have crept into my mind. I'll stay strong and try to get back to the me that is an asset to STEEM. I'm sorry for failing to upkeep my duties to you all.
Dude,
I totally get what you mean.
Depression keeps popping its head around my corner aswell.
A few things I am doing to help me get through this particularly shitty period.
You know I am here for you if you need me.
Remember I am sheklye 😜
But seriously, I am here.
Keep that chin up my friend
❤️
Oh, I can understand the way you feel right now dude, don't worry 😉 it's gonna be fine and normal soonest.
Just take your time and fix things up my friend @klye
Welcome again..I hope all the best to you..
Thx and get back up, you have been there and you will get there again. The most powerfull the to admit the things you could have done different, and then you could learn from it.. people who never admit things will never learn.
Just don't give up man, everything will eventually be fine. Be strong
We all have rough patches. Keep your chin up. Like the song 'you're only human, after all". You are right, there is always hope.
You gotta stay away from those Canadian chicks, if they are like the Canadian servicemen they will lead you i to trouble.
Look on the good side, you now have a roof over your head, a space you can set up and blob in, and before long you will be banging on the door of number 10 witness.
I know you do you best to keep the black dogs at bay. I hope you find some stability in your living situation to take that stress away.
Welcome back!!:) im new on steemit, nice meeting you
Hey @klye keep positive man... @len.george, I resembled (used to) that remark ;-)
You've got a shit load of supporters here that are unwavering and know life sometimes gets in the way.
As you said, you have your keys and you now have a place to be a couch potato.
Put your energies into your work, get some good rest, eat well and smile.
You got this, man! And we are here!
@klye, I really feel sympathy for you. I hope the best thing happen for you. Do not worry I still trust you as my witness.
<3 KLYE
xoxo, seasonal changes never help....
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Shit man, I have been scrolling down my feed recent to older and feel a bit bad about my last light hearted comment about titty doodle ogling. Stat strong dude. You will be back in the top twenty in no time
Hang in there. I'm pretty sure it's okay to just need to hear some encouraging words and I'm also pretty sure that the people following you around are not just keeping up in the hopes that you will be useful.
We're human. You're human. Pretty sure that's the common ground. If we just need useful we can follow bots. Or go by a machine.
Somehow life does get sorted and you have stories to tell like no one else's.
Stay strong my friend! You're stronger now! It seems like it wasn't your night but there's a reason for everything.
Take care!
My friend, please let me know if you need a spot with a good internet connection. Come camp over at my pad to keep your duties up, your welcome here. I won't charge you for a cup of tea either.
That's okay, hope you get to surpass these trials. Take your time, thought we want our verification to be approved it is much important to take of your self first before taking care of others. Take care always.
Well sh!t happens to all of us. You need steemit more than ever spend more time here and feel the positive vibes. Just imagine a lot of people here in far worse situation than you are. You are not alone we feel you and understand you. Stay strong, keep yourself busy and use that negative energy as fuel to do something great.
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Sorry to hear you have had such a rotten time @klye - Life can truly be brutal sometimes! (blegh!)
I think it was a little bit of harsh reaction to revoke any witness votes... this is where a little bit of communication would have gone a long way... perhaps inquiring as to why or what is/was going on? - Especially considering how much value you add to this platform.
My thoughts anyway....
I hope things are treating you at least a little better now.... but glad to know you are keeping yourself in check "positively" :)
Take care and keep being awesome! xxx
on a slightly separate note @klye...
I started a Discord server for "Steemit Bloggers" just over a month ago and would LOVE to have a witness on board! You being the first I ever voted for, I would be THRILLED if you joined us :)
I do realise that this is a shot in the dark.... but hey... if you dont try you will never know...
Would honestly LOVE to have you join me on this journey!
Here is the invite.... should it take your fancy :)
https://discordapp.com/invite/gRypnga
Hey @klye ;) Was just wondering if you had any feedback re. my previous comment suggestion :) (positive or negative - either would be welcomed) xxx