OOw so many things sound so similar about my choice of moving to the Caribbean, and when I was a kid moving with my parents to the US.
Leaving the country is just not easy, and you can only do it I guess, when you are mentally ready for it.

Especially with all those kids you are getting so many other things to take into consideration, I can only admire you guys for making the big step, as I admire my own parents for that. So much life experience is gained with all these steps. Be proud of yourself!