PTSD

Dedicated to all those out their who feel this
When u tell mummy NO! I don't want to go there and she ask WHY? you r just too scared to say anything cause HE said"shhhh it's a secret if u say anything everyone will hate u and ur mummy"
But then one day u realize you've grown so much hate inside of u, when people see u they say she's so hard hearted, she doesn't even smile, how do they know what's going on? How do they know that she's cold on the inside because she blames herself for everything going on around her. She looks so angry all the time, she hates herself all she can think about is letting go when all she needs is some listening ears and someone ready to hold her whenever she's falling, she just needs someone to tell her it wasn't her fault.

Everyone needs love, show some love today, smile at someone today and be happy today.
I love u all.