Good job so far! I think it is a really important choice you have made about not worrying when you go to family dinner and stuff, because you are allowed to just enjoy it sometimes, and if you always worry about that sort of stuff, you do decrease your life enjoyment, and what's the point of that? ;-) But good job on your weight loss so far and having a healthier lifestyle (this is the most important point in my opinion) - keep it up!