Wow. I'm very very sorry for your loss @winstonwolfe. Looks like your mom was a great woman who wanted only the best for you, even wanting for you to know who your birth mother was. I believe you are doing the right thing, and I wish you all the best with it, and that you will find peace and all your answers and I think this is exactly what your mom would like you to do. I can't imagine what you are going through right now, and even though I don't know you, I pray for your strength and comfort and that your search for your answers will go really well with you. Maybe one day you can introduce us to your birth mother. Wish you all the best my friend.