If you don't let religion take away Jesus and His Word from you, you will be fine. Otherwise you were tricked and massively robbed. However, leaving religion and religious institutions doesn't force you to leave God. Religion is not God and Jesus is greater than all religions.

Your another trouble is you have unbelieving spouse which obviously also influences you this way. If you don't revitalize your faith and make it much more serious and stronger you're going to lose it completely. I wish you do well.