Its so sad that i have to break most of the rules made in steemjet for the sake of my heart to fulfil the promises i made to my self to keep steemjet going .
Never mention the name .
But i mentioned .
I have been on a sick bed for long now without knowing the cause of my problem .
Could it been that i have been poked by the evil heart of men .
Could it be that i have done a bad thing to the greatest and most generous man on steemit .
I got to know the man on steemit 10 months ago.
I made so many proposals to the community without a single reply .
Now i am seriously sick and tired of life .
I all i have always demanded is 1000 steem to undergo surgery and medications .
I am tired of life and i feel like dying .
I need liquid steem to cure my self .