Hey man I hope you read this.
First of all Mav man, you are generous, kind and you fight for rightenous. Something this world needs. If more people were like you we would have a damn nice place to live in.
You are right, in this world it is not easy to change people who only think of themselves. People who never think of the well being of others, will not change. That is a fact.
I always say that there are two worlds in every case. A "possitive" and a "negative" world. I am not saying I understand your world and what you are going through right now. What I can say is that you have made a difference in Promo-Mentors. Don't ever forget this. You have supported me when I started the community while spreading joy in the whole team. Now you are away it is different, it isn't the same as when you were around and I hope you will come back. From my angle as I only have you seen you during that period, I can say with no doubt that you have made a difference. It might not be what you had in mind, but without you knowing maybe, you have made a big difference in Promo-Mentors. The team members love you, @dedicatedguy has sent your post in the group, and I am sure our team members will immediately write a comment once they have woken up.
Whether you like to admit it or not you have left an impact in Promo-Mentors and we are with you. I am here. Hit me up on Discord man I am always available on there.
(If you want a voice call I have to reconsider though) :P
I genuinely had to laugh at the voice call hahaha How I needed that laugh.
Your words are a balm to my troubled soul FT and I have been hoping I could go back and be the same person I was a couple of months ago but i am having some trouble in believing in me again.
Its been quite some time since I have been active in any communities and even local ones that I have I have mostly disappeared.
I don't really know how I am going to be able to get around in getting better as therapy, talking and doing other stuff is simply not cuttingt it.
That is why I decided to end it but even that I couldn't do and now I am still alive with hospital bills to pay lol.
Sometimes I still wish I never woke up nor be sent to a hospital.