hahaha. the dream part got me rolling... we lots are too jealous for polyamorous relationships. Men can legally keep such relationships in many parts of Africa and Islam also supports it but for a woman, they will scream taboo... :).
Seriously though, I hope you heal and feel ready to take a chance on love again.
Btw, thank you for your comment.
My pleasure, thanks for the thoughtful post and the safe space that you are holding for us to be able to share this topic... Btw, I too am really way too jealous, which is why communication is critical!