People have the same misconception about me, and they also think I'm "nice". I'm the same as you, if I like someone, the rare few, I am really nice to them, the rest can go to hell. No, heaven, hell is for me and my friends.
I like people on the internet more, because it's easier to go through and choose the ones you like to be in contact with. It's also easier to limit the contact to a pleasurable level. I bet if we were in a same social event, we'd end up in the same corner of a bar drinking and observing, and then getting into a conversation about people and how weird they are, us included.
Weird is good. To me, that is interesting. I just tolerate others. If we met, I would probably weird you out. I tend to overdo a good thing. People tend to think I want more of them than I do. So, for the sake of our internet friendship, I will stay away. 🤟😍
I'm rather curious, even though it might ruin a good thing. I'm pretty intense so I think we might have that in common too, people thinking we actually want more when we are just curious about the inner working of a person.