AAAAAAAAaaaaa! @kimberleighfl!!!!! It's amazing how one can get themselves into alignment with completely irrational, dysfunctional, horrific realities, and the cycle just continues to develop in even more intense ways until we really find the place within that allows us to break the cycle.

Recognizing and acknowledging the truth of what we are feeling---really digging deep--is key. Until we can take responsibility for our feelings, our actions and the outcome, we will always remain a victim of circumstance.

Acknowledging the feeling of so much pain really does awaken something that staying aloof and blaming does not. I find, at least for myself, that there does come a point where appreciation for feeling so much becomes a blessing, and even though the circumstances suck, being able to see it gives hope that there is potential for change. Finding a place of gratitude for feeling so much really can make you feel ALIVE!!!

I can feel that opening with you, and the steadfastness you have for really finding the gem of yourself inside. Through your writing it is obvious that you are examining things and forging the path to let it go.

Coming to the @gardenofeden is obviously the best move you have ever made for yourself and for your children. You are incredibly safe, you are loved, and you are held accountable and responsible for your life and all that happens in it. As difficult as it is to face, it is way more productive and life giving than considering a lifetime of more of what you have already had as a victim. Things are looking more up everyday, even in the worst of your darkest memories.

@quinneaker really holds incredible space for healing. He shines a light on all that darkness and helps to lift the veil of dysfunction. We must, ourselves, step up to do the work, but the support, love and awareness he provides is nothing short of a miracle. We are all blessed to be in his graces, and to live in this sacred space he has created, where we can help each other overcome. This IS the work. For this we are here--we are together--we are questioning everything, and becoming more conscious, more empowered, more open and freer with every breath of insight we integrate.

It isn't easy, and it isn't for sissies, but it is the path of relief from victimhood, repeated self-abusive patterns, and a giant step toward worthiness and loving the self. Ahhhhh....what more could we ask for?

So glad you're doing the work and finding it within yourself to stay the course, not run away, but truly look deep within to see why you have been in alignment with this abuse. You're a strong woman, and as you grow in your worthiness, your reality is changing.

Yay for us all holding each other's hands steadfast as family, and receiving (as much as possible, if only baby steps at a time) the gift Quinn shares. We are blessed beyond measure to be in his vortex. Together, we can heal!

Thanks for sharing your story. I feel many will benefit from your honesty and vulnerability. Somehow acknowledging it, especially in the open, ignites a chain reaction. May this serve to help others on their path of awakening as well. Love you dearly, dear sister!