First of all, I upvote your post and will give some further upvotes to your comments, not much but 3ct per vote.

From other comments I inderstood you did some trades that turned out to go south on you. Very very sad to hear but that happens to anbody at one point in time. As suggested elsewhere, only trade with money you can loose, and diversify a bit, ie not allin on one trade. But hat doesn't help you with your current problem.

Next tot he upvotes I'm gonna give to your comments, you may think of creating a set of really really good posts and start posting them here on Steemit. If that is the right way to go, is up to you. You may also promote SteemitGig here on Steemit, ie you sell some service you can provide on short term bases to fellow Steemians. You may also consider offering/selling some short term services on fiverr.com, this is a Gig marketplace in the fiat world.