Learning that you've been apart from your mum and Dad for five years in the past, makes me feel emotional. It is common for people who have been away from their parents for that long, no matter their age to be devoid of all love and feel intensely bitter in their heart but I' m impressed beyond words to know that you passed through all these and you are still abundant in Love.God loves you for this.
Your cousin is adorable. I've looked out for her name but somehow it seems you didn't mention it. I'd like to know. I hope she has as much love in her heart as you yourself. Jehovah bless you both